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2005-11-05T12:20:00.000-08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

oops. that was two days ago. haha. oh wells. selamat hari raya!!

2005-10-31T23:07:00.000-08:00

its has been a while since i blogged ya? haha. right.. haiix. nothing happened these past few days. hurms. have been missing 2C.05. such a wonderful class. my relationship with the KIUKIUS have been great. and my relationship with the K&C have never been better. i admit la. we do have our ups and downs. but this year has been an amazing year. haiix. haha

watching the encore of rhapsody on teevee. its like damn idiotic lor. haha. nemind la. got nothing to watch anyway. counting down to hari raya. 2 MORE DAYS. haiix. i have always hated hari raya. dunno why. hurms. i think because its too havoc. too havoc? haha. i dunno la. everyone is like so busy preparing. cleaning. baking. cooking. mann. i hate it. so marfan. haha.

anyways. i feel like puking now. got a friggin headache. haha. chow.

2005-10-27T04:52:00.000-07:00

uuurrrggghhh!! idiotic frigging parents! everyday. without fail. sure will scold me wan.. haiix. i cant take it anymore. you know im up to the head with their nonsense. everytime say i never do my job as a child. but my job is only to study. why the heck are they so obsessed of me not doing housework and all that crap. whatever la.. i just hate them. they say, "no child is like you lah". "always sit down after school do nothing. watch teevee only". mann. such asses.

after break fast, scold me. why? because i only know how to sit around and do nothing. fcuk. uurrrggghhh. i just feel like running away from home. telling them that they have no right to treat me like that. i am their daughter for god's sake. haiix. they treat me as though i am some kind of outsider. a stranger. haiix...

lets not talk about this. today. afifah sprained her knee. made quite a scene in the hall. haha. then, about one hour later, still sitting. ms lee decided to call afifah's parents. then, wheeled afifah out of the school with the wheelchair. haha. so funny. afifah din want to go home. was like screaming all the way. haha. then, whole day din go to class. busy helping mr roskhaider sort out the L.E.A.P.S form. haha. did it with kecik and wani. haha. got a briefing about the gunung lambak trip and that was it. that was practically the whole day today. ahaha.

okok. i gtg now. bubbye.

2005-10-23T15:00:00.000-07:00

my parents went to johor.

only me and my sis.

teehee. i am in love with him.

sshh. 231005.

2005-10-22T21:33:00.000-07:00

home alone. haiix. homies. haha. my family went over to bubu's house. i am alone at home. those of you out there who keep bugging me to change my blogskin, i will make an effort. i will. i think. haha.

talking to sharif on MSN. so bored. there is practically nothing on teevee. so boring. the shows are either lame. boring. stupid. action. or crappy.

now playing this stupid thing. dunno what it is. sponsored by burger king. haha. stupid lehh. on star wars. how idiotic. haha. anyway. have been getting strange feelings. when im alone my imaginations run wild. but they usually turn from serious to idiotic. haha

hurms. i wanna be with him right now. signs of i miss him is flashing on my mind. save me. i am talking crap. hurms. okok. now let me list down the things that i want in my class next year.

#1. i want the kecik and crew together. minus sutini.
#2. i want some of the people in my class this yr.
#3. me to be happy. no irritating tchers.

oh well. thats all. i gtg now. goodbye.

i updated.

2005-10-20T04:21:00.000-07:00

GUYS! I UPDATED AIGHT?

hahas. ok lar. i update ready.

ANNOUNCEMENT TO EVERYONE.
dun mind my blogskin. i just lazy to change.

hahas.

dina updated on 20.10.05.
:))

Good Bye Grams

2005-09-25T16:15:00.000-07:00

goodbye grams. will miss you. wishing you a safe trip back home ya.

hmm. today, sent back my granny home to jakarta. haha. missing her already. after that went to have lunch at swensons with my aunties and uncles. haha. ordered chicken baked rice. my mother said the rice haven cook. what only. haha. sis ordered black pepper pasta and mum and dad, steak. smallest sis, spaghetti.

was damn full by the end of the meal. for dessert, we had, gold rush ice cream. so sweet. got loads of caramel and peanuts. yummy! haha. stomach so full. cannot walk. haha. filled in some lucky draw coupons. hope can win the lucky draw. hehe. then, went home. reached home now. blogging.

still waiting for afifah to come online and help me change my blogskin. :))

I'm back`

2005-09-24T17:00:00.000-07:00

har de har. i'm back. its been a long time since i blogged yeah? hmm.

ok. today is boring.

well. bye.

c.o.l.o.u.r.f.u.l

Yay! I I had fun..

2005-09-07T05:53:00.000-07:00

Yay! Its almost like the best day of my life today. haha. went out with kecik and crew. finally. haha. its like ages since we actually went out together. lol. haha. went to bugis. take neoprints. it turned out pretty. colourful. cute. nice. haha. i loved it. then, went to eat at mac. was damn hungry. me and ifah were like moaning and groaning. because we were too hungry. haha. then when we reached the mac, got this worker come and serve us. was like damn good lor. no need to queue. everyone around us were jealous. haha. all eyes were on us. they must be wondering why the woman serve us and not them.. haha. lol. i ordered mcnuggets while kecik, ifah and wani ordered mcwings, filet-o-fish and mcspicy. changed the fries to twister fries. cannot finish it in the end. was too full. haha. went out of the mac very bloated. cannot even walk i tell you. haha. no la. kidding. then, went to edge. went round round.. bought a pair of lizard earrings. one dollar only. lol. haha. it was nice though. then, din even realise the time. it was already 5 and wani need to go home and ain oso need to meet -unknown-. haha. then, me, ifah and kecik went to the bedok bazaar. got nothing there. leg was aching. haha. went to buy more earrings with kecik at one of the bedok shops. kecik took and awfully long time to choose her things ya? hmm. then went to NTUC to buy lollies. then go home. was so tired. haha. okok.

BORED

2005-09-06T11:00:00.000-07:00

bored. haha. hmm. yesterday got yip lesson. which was supposed to be from 9-12. but.. it ended at 1.30 instead. what the f*ck? haha. all that stupid mdm koh fault. stupid penguin. she la. go and scold my class chairman because he said something about mr yip for being late. then, when everyone settling down for yip's class, she come in the class and start scolding again because she heard someone say bad things about her. which, no one did. haiix. she was mad cause no one owned up. what the hell? ass la she. and the lesson was delayed for 1/2 an hour. mr yip oso another asshole. want to finish 4 ws but in the end, only finish 3 ws. that only because he added an extra hour to finish the last ws. everyone was so restless. nobody paid attention to the old hag. hmm. when the lesson was finally over at 1, he ask some of the class people to stayback. including me. what the hell. he say because mdm koh ask to remove all the vandalism on the table. i was like.. what the.. arrggghhh. i had to meet vivian and ain at the airport at 1 and there he is nagging away. haiix. when everything was finally over, went to meet ain and vivian at the airport. that was arnd 2. ate lunch, talk talk. and went home. haha. hmmm. ok. everything was so boring.

but one lesson i learnt. NEVER COME TO MR YIP'S EXTRA CLASS.
EVER.

my feet still hurt

2005-09-03T12:29:00.000-07:00

omg! yesterday was like damn tiring. haha. had a very very long day. first, went to meet alyssa and hsin rui at bugis to take neoprints. haha. that was around 12pm. after taking neoprints, we were like, very thirsty, so we bought a drink at mcdonalds. then, we sat down and talk. forgot what we talked about. haha. after that, we went to east coast. dunno how to get there. end up walking from parkway all the way to the pit. it took us like about 1/2 and hour. our feet are all like blistering and aching. haha. when we reached the pit, decided to help with the bbq-ing. one pit, the fire wont start. haha. pathetic. then halfway thru the bbq, it started raining, or should i say, percipitating.. haha. everyone was like so kancheong. lol. after that, was very bored. went to play sand with hsin rui, jane, joyce, zheyu, sharif and huizhen. went to the big rock. jane and joyce climbed it. but, ms alsagoff had to spoil it by asking us to come down. hmmph. haha. then helped in the bbq-ing again. at around 6, decided to rent a bicycle. sharif blanja us. me and hsin rui, decided to rent a two seater bike. the place was so far. haha. wee~ then, tired. lucky sharif brought a mat. then me, and hsin rui and sharif lie down. admiring the blue sky. was so pretty. then, it was getting dark. had to return the bikes. it was so tiring. then, it was time to go home. walkked all the way form pit 40&41 to the mcdonalds. was aching. went home with jane, joyce and zheyu. reached home around 10++. and i just dropped dead on my bed. was so tired. aarrggh. but i had fun though :))

some of the pics we took:

dina outt. :)) had a fun day.

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2005-08-31T17:08:00.000-07:00

here blogging. :))

received a pic frm ifah yesterday. lol. want to see?

haha. thats us! kecik and crew. lol.

what a great life it is without ******
haha. hmm. did nothing much today. today is also the eve of teachers day. haha. had quite a lot of fun. had games day and ACES day. lol. the students all sabo that botak yip to go on stage and dance. haha. hmm. and he dance so stiff. like robot. and when he lift up his arm sure got smell wan. eeeww. i wonder. sure got people faint. haha. then saw HIM. he also got play in the games day. haha. so cute. he change specs. hmm. but he looks good in it.

haha. ok. then after that, got mini concert. the school took an awfully long time to settle down. shitified asses. haha. maisha sang! you rock! way to go maisha! haha. lol. but HE looked so bored. everyone cheered cept HIM. lol. haha. i think he must be tired from the games and ACES day. lol. ok. then after school, ifah, wani and kecik, went back to their primary school. me and ain go mac. yay! hmm. then met sharif and kecik there. lol. they were with murni sister and a girl. i dunno who. haha.

ok. hmm. i gtg. freaking tired. :))

i hate you daddy.

2005-08-29T20:14:00.000-07:00

i just can't explain the hurt i have felt after the way you did that to me. i am begining to hate you more and more. i really do. is what i have done really wrong? answer me, daddy. i dunno what happened to make you do such a thing. haiix. but you know what? get this straight into your head. i hate you. i hate you i hate you. haiix. ok. no use mourning about this stupid thing. today, went to shawn goh's house. did some "studying". haha. then, talked to ifah over the phone. gossiped about alot of things. haha. then she say she saw one cute guy on the bus. no fair. haha. tmr got band meeting after school. sian.. but should be for a while la. want to go home early. sad sia. today never see HIM. haha. haiix. but its ok. i saw his nick on msn. he changed it. after dunno how many months. haha. hope he goes online again. so long. gtg now.

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2005-08-27T22:38:00.000-07:00

BORING. thst's practically the word i am looking for. hmmm. in my room now. doing nothing. listening to mariah carey's we belong together. haha. nice song yeah. want to sing. got no voice. cause of the stupid sore throat. and the ulcer is finally gone. woohoo. so happy. i miss you baby. haha. haiix. studying for science later. still cannot memorise the darn radicals. freak. haiix. lol. i miss him alot. he is so cute. wonder if he knows i like him. hmm. it will be great if he knows. or not? haha. hmm. my parents going out again today. but i am not. again. so boring la. if i follow sure my father will nagg nagg one. bleahx. haha. :D and my sisters are so irritating. they think they own this world. hello. i am older than you.. haiix. always invading people's privacy. stupid. ass la. later they going out, i will have peace all to myself. yeah baby. i'm so tired of being here.. suprresed by all my childish fears. i hate my life. i wanna run away. bye..

Boring..

2005-08-27T04:52:00.000-07:00

haiix. so boring. got a lot of nagging from my parents today. haiix. from asking me to wash shoes, ask me to bathe, ask me to fold blanket, ask me do this, do that.. haiix. so noisy. then if never do later they nag even more. haiix. nothing much happened today. embah(grandmother) not at home anymore. went to sleep over at aunty's house. lol. miss her. but its ok. later sept hols can go visit her. haha. studying for common test. monday is science. must memorise alot of formulas. lol. quite stressing. haven memorise the radicals yet. haha. was channel surfing. now, watching japan hour. so boring. never go bubu house today. parents went out with my two other sisters. i alone at home. blogging. haha. ok. gtg.

Mother Tongue And Geog Today...

2005-08-26T17:00:00.000-07:00

haiix. today is mother tongue and geography paper. so dumb. as usual. malay was very easy. but, geog ar, no hope ar. haha. dunno whether can pass or not. and ar, the malay paper, a lot of people use two paper. but i only use one. oh my godd. haha. have i done it wrongly? haha. haiix. hmm. went to see ms soon after school today. that han long la. haiix. ask me go see ms soon with him. ifah and wani went to see ms ng. so, i asked ain to come along with me la. haha. then han long keep disturbing all the teachers. then when he tap mr sequira on the shoulder, got this teacher come and beat his head. haha. i dunno which teacher la. but han long keep saying he want to sue the teacher. haha. lame la he. then mrs yee come and criticize han long. calling him a dog. haha. it was so funny. then she gave me and ain 4 sweets but han long only two sweets. haha. then after that, we go home. afifah and ain went to buy bubble tea. i didnt. then now, here i am .blogging my boring life. haha. ok lar. i gtg. Outt.

Nothing Much Today...

2005-08-25T21:00:00.000-07:00

today had my english and history test. both papers quite easy ar. i mean, easier than i thought it would be. lol. haiix. quite boring lar today. i mean, i lead a boring life. haha. anyway, went to fairprice again after school today. haha. bought myself some chocolate. then went to 7-11 because afifah wanted to go there. haha. there, decided to buy potato chips. haha. and guess what? i saw, HIM, and the cute anglican guy today. omg. i mean, i din meet the anglican guy when i was going to school, but instead, when i was on the way home. wow! i was surprised by this pleasant thingy. haha. i saw HIM in school today. i think he got lessons after school. but heck cares. i still get to see him. :)) so happy. haha. tmr is geog and mother tongue. shit! i hate geog. stupid lian. ahsdohasohid la she. stupid ass. haha. what i typing?? haha. hmm. haiix. have to study 8 chpts.so lame. haha.ok la. got nothing to say. gtg and study.

Stupid Cough...

2005-08-24T17:10:00.000-07:00

Arrggh! the stupid cough just wont go away. stupid stupid stupid stupid. hmmph. haha. then i got ulcer in my mouth. i cannot talk. haha. sad. then, tmr common test. how to study with this cough? irritating sey. haha. today was kinda boring and dreadful. firstly, i din see the cute anglican boy in the bus. and.. i din see him, in school today. haiix. my mood just went flat. haiix. watched my fair lady during PG and music period.watched in the music room. so fun. but mrs lai turn off all the air cons except the last two which is all the way behind of the room. haiix. she ar. so dumb. after school, afifah wanted to eat out. but.. we decided not to. haha. in the end, we went to fair price. with ain, PeiQi, and afifah. haha. PeiQi bought *something* for dalila. i think its for her birthday which is next monday. was in a bad mood all the way because of the stupid cough. haha. hmmm. now, at home. blogging. lol. ok lar. i gtg. nothing to say ready. bubbye.

2005-08-22T20:22:00.000-07:00

haiix. so long never blogg. a few days ago watched the maid with afifah. quite scary ar. then got one part , ifah screamed and all the people sitting in front of us were all like, turning back. so malu. haha. then went to bugis to take NEOPRINTS. haha. yay! then went back to TM. got myself a new wallet. so happy. went home. dropped dead on the bed. too tired. today, got nothing much lar. went to mcdonalds with sharif, wani and ain. went there to eat. ifah couldnt make it because of some st. john proposal thingy to do. haiix. was supposed to call her. and when she finally called me I din answer it. haha. my phone was on silent mode. din feel the vibrations. when I called afifah back, she was already at home. (sorry ifah). ate some curly wurly fries. then sharif teach me maths. lost interest after just a few minutes. haha. aarrgghh. cannot be bothered about maths. after that we all went home. haha. saw him today. looking oh, so cute. hanging out with his usual group of friends. haha. lol. so cute. din take a good look at him before I left. kinda miss him now. lol. ok lar. gtg. bubbye.

2005-08-20T06:42:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. blogging now. two times on the same day. woah. haha. lol. erm, today did nothing much. just doing my blog skin in the morning. wid the help of afifah. (afifah, i owe you one.) haha. hmm. then, watched tv in the afternoon. bla bla bla. if you wanna talk about studies, nahh. i hate to study. eventhough it is common test next week. its so damn boring to study. haiix. haha.around 6 like that, sharif called me. then we talk and talk. about alot of things. like how azhar tuba criticized ain and how he asked sharif whether ain is the flirtatious type and like to hang around guys. lol. sometimes, i just can't stand ain too. haiix. then, tmr, going out with afifah to watch "the maid". at orchard.then we sms'ed on how ain and wani always finding reasons to not go out wid us. (ain, wani, no offence). but i dun care about them anymore. kecik, she had to go out with her family since tmr is her family day. haha. and now, i am waiting for sharif's call. he's gonna call me at 11pm later. ok larr. i got to go. got nothing to say liao la.

time now, 9.52pm

My New Blog.

2005-08-19T21:10:00.000-07:00

yay! finally got my own blogger. hmm. my sis keep pestering me to do. so i just do lor. haha. ok lar. thats all. gtg. thank you afifah.